i’ve spilled words out in a personal blog for years and years now, but i’m still full of unsaid words.
i think some of the things i don’t say are best unspoken. some of the things held in wouldn’t add any value if i said them…caustic stuff.
other things…ugggg…i think i don’t want to be any more open than i already am. vulnerable. yuck. scary.
and still other stuff, i haven’t figured out yet how to say.