i hope…

…that i pass this exam the first time on tuesday so i can take maybe two days to regroup and reorganize.  i have lost so many things in the last 6 weeks or so, completely misplaced them, which is not like me at all…i’m hoping everything i’m missing turns up all at once, on a shelf…like i’ll open a cabinet, and everything i’ve hidden from myself will leap out and say “surprise!” like it’s a party.  i did take the time to work on my office, and nothing i’m looking for is there…so…if i were me, where would i have put it?  yeah.  i need to pass this exam and free up a little space in my brain for a few minutes!!