I had to shrug off that negativity I’d been carrying around in order to say that hellllllll yesssssssssssssssssssss, something really good has been afoot. Specifically, someone really good has been afoot.
The old cliche about doors closing so something new and wonderful can open for you…I believe it to be true. I had to get smacked with some huge failures in relationships to be able to fully recognize something good when it showed up…something really, really good…like amazingly wonderfully good, like whoa good, like wow good. I had to do a lot of work on myself, too, to be able to allow and welcome someone good—there were for sure times in my life when I would’ve turned someone good away because of my own self doubt…but now, I welcome him.
I’ve smiled so much. I’ve laughed so much. It’s been a gloriously good time so far.
I want to dedicate songs and poems to this one. I want to shout it from the rooftops how lucky I am. I want to tell strangers “I AM SO DELIRIOUSLY HAPPY!” It feels good. He is nothing short of fantastic.
That’s not to say every guy I’ve ever dated was horrible (you’re so vain, you probably think this blog is about you)…but you know and I know that if we aren’t still together, it was for the best. It may have sucked at the time to part ways, but it was for the best so you could find your person and I could find my person.
This guy…he’s great. He’s friggin’ great. That’s all you need to know for right now. I’m a happy Kat.