I was fortunate enough to be able to spend a couple hours with one of my sisters yesterday. She is an impressive young woman, beautiful and smart.
She showed me photos of the father I never met, showed me some photos of my other siblings and my paternal grandmother…all I could say was “wow” over and over. It was a lot of information to absorb. I’m still trying to take it all in. Sisters. Brothers. I carry around a lot of feelings of rejection and doubt about my worth in the world, and I want to meet all my siblings and I just hope to hell they want me around.